Tuesday, October 4, 2016

True Detective

I'm starting to wonder if we really do have a connection or if you are just that predictable and I subconsciously am ahead of you every step.....

Either way I want to sever it. You're dangerous. Not like a beautiful alluring danger. Not dangerous enough to be immediately deadly. Just danger, like pollution, mold or asbestos.

Wednesday, September 14, 2016

Always Testing Unconditional Friendship



The Most Loving Thing You Ever Could Do For Me


Thank you for not wanting to break my heart and for leaving me alone. 
Thank you for ultimately focusing on my happiness and being selfless in that.
In a way it is one of the most loving things and selfless acts that anyone has ever done for me.
Thank you for doing all of this now and therefore reducing the aftermath.
I will always love you, but because you didn't want me to want you (for my own good) I won't want you any more.


But I do want you to be happy and feel loved and I know I can give this to you without me being hurt by you. Without me being in danger.


I think I get it now.


Monday, September 12, 2016

today fucking hurts. I miss you with every fibre of me




You go on so many night walks, don't you see the beauty then?

You were wrong about how beautiful this city is. But then again, you were wrong about a lot more than just that.

Friday, September 9, 2016

remember how



Remember when you were too good for everything?
Well now everything about me is too good for you.

Know thy Worth.