the truth about love letters

Inspiration for my new room!

I feel like so many guys I meet just want to take from me. Even the ones who seem they don't do. These days I don't even have the time to have my own back. How could I expect anyone else too. More and more it seems I'm left feeling hurt and lonely. Please would everyone who isn't going to appreciate and love me, could everyone who doesn't want to invest, please just leave me alone. No hard feelings I just can't be too generous at the moment. I am spread pretty thin.

according to the public, i have witches/devils eyes.

my response?
Fuck off.... or I'll cast a spell on you.

and now a short poem by css

 Tonight i saw upon a wharf, 

Under a stark cold starry sky

A boy i kissed, upon the lips

and in my head i wondered why

Far up the lake a scream i heard

cry out from the beak of a bird

and open as my lips were then

i thought the sound had come from them

coz in my heart, i felt it sink and die.

Me: Laura, I didn't remember his face, I actually didn't remember his face!!! That's how off the radar he is. I remembered *****'* face, but not his.

Laura: Ha.

Edit, not sure if the stars are B*n*i or S*u** but the guy I was speaking of was absolutely the guy who gave me the monkey.

No one, none, could ever hurt me.

Not as much, not in the way, that I can.

I always knew it would be me breaking your heart and not the other way around.
Wanna know how I knew? Because I ate your heart.

But my heart is with your heart?

Because I ate my heart too.
That's why when we leave each other, I will be taking both hearts with me.

they all do!!!