Tuesday, May 24, 2011

is truth subjective?

when the ship catches fire and all the people abandon responsibility, no fuck that, they literally lock you up in the gallows to burn, how am I suposed to deal with it?
Luckily they aren't the most sain of people and their "batshit crazy reaction*" leaves stains all over the walls for everyone to see.
They would loved me to have been drowned at birth, but i didn't, so now they are trying to drown me now.

sheen is well know as being insaine. "a bullfighter,*" sadly unable to fight bullshit though. Her well trained pet, Danielle. Dee's potental is perfect. Hurt, in love and trapped by the ties of familiarity. In a way sheen has trapped herself by making Dee so reliant on her delicuos meals of lies and constant need to be mind fucked.

In an alternate universe Dee ran away and was able to become himself, happy car chilling and unable to start fires on the side of como river-let alone capable of locking me up and setting fire to the place.

It is amazing how far one's mind can be twisted, both by yourself and others.
Ofcourse there is more then three people to this comedy, it also involves the three innocents, Desert, Blonde and Liam. Poor Liam, as he is the most innocent. I do feel bad how it has played out for him, for he simply came along for a holiday and ended up having the cruise ship pulled from underneath him, forcing him to swim to shore.
Desert definetly played his part and even blonde could have chosen her words better but she is the next innocent one. Finding a slightly different, wiser island to swim to than Liam. Unfortunately Derest is so inclined to stay behind, even locking himself away with myself. I yell at him to bail over the roar of the fire, beggging an pleading with the gods above that he ignores and choses social death with me.

also at the core is krinste and flame. Flame starting and then abandoning ship to leave others with the mess, only to return to fan her flame a little more, not that she really needed to as this ship was born to burn. and christa just like kindle he spreads it, causing missinterpretation and blame.

Then there's perkla, just like ariel she yells helpless encouragement over the tempest. i feel she has more of a part to play if we are to ever get rid of this burning flesh smell.


the tempest isn't the loudest thing however, its the endless hurtful insults trying to penetrate me and blacken my heart and my name. as i'm pushed down every step, water tripping down with me dee's insults get more and more intense. as we near the dungeon his deepest intentions are revealed in his foolish babble.

"Do everyone a favour and get lost.*" he shouts as he shuts the iron door of hurt mistrust and deniyal, "You belong in a mental institution or something.*"
Oh dear danielle, oh the irony.

*actual quotes from the people involved in the shipwreak

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