creepers

i can survive this, this is yet just another cruel life lesson. NEVER FEAR DEAR VK THIS IS JUST ANOTHER LIFE LESSON DISHED OUT RANCID.
but it hurts and I'm so scared. i feel like all i do is learn the hard way.
NO WAY, REMEMBER ALL YOU HAVE CONQUERED, YOU ARE A MODERN DAY SPARDER.
i just feel like they all of them all of they have stolen, taken something away from me. I fell less colourful after they abuse me.
NO.....NEVER
NEVER. KITTY YO ARE YOURSELF, EVERYTHING THEY HAVE EVER TAUGHT YOU, YOU SHOULD BE PROUD! THEY HAVE REVEALED THEMSELVES, NOT YOU. THEY HAVE only GIVEN AWAY THEIR WEAKNESS NOT YOURS!!!!!!!
i just feel so black after. i only wear black for a while. its so sad. because the black i wear cannot convey how sick and GROSS i feel after they get close.
KITTEN, THEY ONLY GOT CLOSE, THEY NEVER INFILTRATED, IN A SOUL SENSE....THEY CAN NOT FIND YOU!
i always hide.
i am a treasure, a treasure is hidden, till someone with a map and intelligence finds me. i will stay hidden and dormant.

i want to die more than i have ever wanted though, but i guess thts how you know you're in real love......right????

hey sturt,
I know you are angry at me, and that is so fair. But can I please tell you, i miss you like my bones have an itch. There isn't a day that has a sunrise or a sunset that i don't think you of you. Sturt William Newman, will you please forgive us both, We were young, we didn't know what the hell we had; and it was love.

Sturt i see it like this.

Its a terribly good love but im a little scared of spiders.
Its a terribly good love but im a little scared of spiders.
Its a terribly good love but im a little scared of spiders.

And you were a quiet love because i forgot you weren't me
you were perfect and also so bad because i forgot, i forgot you weren't me.

It takes me way too long too break down.
it takes an ocean and a half for me to break

you are for me

but now i realise i will follow you into the rabbit hole
I saw it once
and i got scared
but not now

it is still a terrible love
but now i realise it is a terribly rare and good love
I need you Mr Sturt

It takes an ocean for me to write this
and an ocean is breaking
but i love you Mr Sturt.
I always will

and i will always love you, no matter what we are i said it once and now i know, that it it true.

TO BE PLEASE

i really really really want this job. More than i have wanted any!!!!!!!!!!!

CHANNEL CATHERINE THE GREAT!

My mum always tried to make me wear these kinds of hats..... i am being silly or does this girl not look heaps like me? Should i wear these sorts of hats? what should i think if i believe

in reincarnation?

all these things i want

i want fire, but the warm and caring type.
i want passion, but the never ending type.
i want trust, but the earned and the respectful type.
i want splendour, but the type we share.
i want you

i miss you in my life, but its good we haven't met yet, because i want to be me when i see you
(and i've forgotten some of the old hard learned lessons we learnt together)
i miss you.

this is the way we will be again together again though
i know it, i often panic though
i constantly pine for you
i want you

where will you be?
where have you discovered?
what are you doing without me?
[i cry]

and i see you.
i see you full in memory

and i want and see you

please remember me.