i want to die more than i have ever wanted though, but i guess thts how you know you're in real love......right????

hey sturt,
I know you are angry at me, and that is so fair. But can I please tell you, i miss you like my bones have an itch. There isn't a day that has a sunrise or a sunset that i don't think you of you. Sturt William Newman, will you please forgive us both, We were young, we didn't know what the hell we had; and it was love.

Sturt i see it like this.

Its a terribly good love but im a little scared of spiders.
Its a terribly good love but im a little scared of spiders.
Its a terribly good love but im a little scared of spiders.

And you were a quiet love because i forgot you weren't me
you were perfect and also so bad because i forgot, i forgot you weren't me.

It takes me way too long too break down.
it takes an ocean and a half for me to break

you are for me

but now i realise i will follow you into the rabbit hole
I saw it once
and i got scared
but not now

it is still a terrible love
but now i realise it is a terribly rare and good love
I need you Mr Sturt

It takes an ocean for me to write this
and an ocean is breaking
but i love you Mr Sturt.
I always will

and i will always love you, no matter what we are i said it once and now i know, that it it true.