How was your night? Mine was okay. K growled at any guy who came remotely near me. Even though it was completely unneeded. Even when you are all the way in M I only see you. But she growled and it was hilarious. She totally has your back. I miss you so fucking much. It's killing me. I hate being away from you. Please look after yourself. I'm so scared something will happen to you when I so far away from you. If you hurt yourself J, I'll kill you. I love you J W G. You're mine! Even if you don't know it yet. I'm coming for you. Love Cat

57 DAYS OF CATHERINE

Firstly, I'm fine thanks. 
Fuck, he's just trying to be nice. He concerned. He cares. I hate him for that.... 
But it is almost condescending..... But i know he wouldn't mean it like that. 
Saying something like "... you will always be....." makes it sound like you're never going to see me again. Like a sad ode to what could have been and reminiscing on good times. 
And if I really am something special then why are you ending it with me?
Don't you dare tell me that then walk away.
 Guess I'm not special enough for you. 
Confusing jerk. 
I also don't want your hugs and kisses. Why are you kissing and hugging me? 
Do you really think this makes me feel better? 
This whole message is just a selfish piece of crap. 

And then the most selfish and hurtful line comes. "I hope we can give this a go in the future." WHAT A CRUEL HOOK. 
Keeping me around on the side lines, not letting me move on with a simple and seemingly harmless line.
 I am not a back up plan. 

Also it's you're not your.
Douche. 

http://www.buzzfeed.com/skarlan/mary-lamberts-tips-for-staying-positive-even-on-really-bad-d

not my star sign

But if it was I would have understood it and not rushed into talking about marriage, even if I was drunk.
#mud

And thats a wrap on Feb 2014 for me thanks

....... cancelled early, everyone can go home now, thanks.

HERE'S TO TWO DAYS EARLY MARK!